harlow everyone...
how come no one posting anymore??? well...since i'm so free...i might as well post something...heh...ok...juz some updates...i'm still waiting for the right job and it seems to take so long!!! Actually it has only been one month since i sat for my last paper...by right I should be taking it easy and enjoying my last holiday before I commence work for the REST OF MY LIFE. But, I just feel so uneasy every night...especially before I go to sleep, then these crazy thoughts and worries flood my mind, making it so difficult to actually go to sleep... *sighz*
I know it's wrong to worry. I should be able to trust God for the right job, but sometimes the wait seems so long (although its really really really not, just seems like)! Harharhar...I also dunnoe why I worry...I really like having nothing to do at the moment...need to recharge...but at the same time I would really like some direction and some "definite-ness" in my life, if you know what I mean. I want things to be definite so that I don't have to keep guessing. Life used to be definite in the sense that I knew I was going to be studying and where I would be studying, but now life is just "un-see-able!" I guess this is where I learn to really trust God and who knows? It may come in handy for the mission trips that I plan to go! Heh...I'm still optimistic! Alright...shall stop rambling...once again, please pray for direction in my life!
Lost (in all sense of the word) in His embrace,
rach